Start at the Beginning

And this is the beginning. Of what? Well, I don't know! I used to think blogging was weird (I guess I still do to some degree because I'm pretty weird) and only for people who sit in their rooms on Friday nights and rant about the world but never make a move to change it. I used to think "bloggers" were those people who are obsessed with strange things like aliens or jello. But come to think of it I don't really think I've seen one of those people because, well hey, what the heck do those people even look like? But I'm rambling now.

Anyway, I guess this is the beginning of my "anything I need it to be." A lot of times I find myself writing things and thinking thoughts that I want people to see and hear but I never get the courage to show or say them to the people around me. I don't want them to critique or judge, I just want it to be thrown out there and out of my head. So here I am throwing things out into the world just because I want it to go... somewhere, not because I want someone's opinion on it. I don't write these things and think these things because I want to impress or persuade; I have english class and hey, high school for that; I write because it's better than keeping it in and better than setting it up for judgement. Make sense? Haha probably not.

I apologize for the silly things I will say, for the dumb things, the conceded, the close minded. Just know, my intention is only to learn and better myself, so try and forgive what I have not learned yet. Hmm now that probably didn't make sense.

So... here's to the beginning.